things have been going on lately and im starting to realize that the people i thought i could turn to, even if we werent friends anymore, if i needed help. ive come to the conclusions that i 1) cant have that option, even if i wanted it, and 2) dont want it anyway.
people suck sometimes. especially the petty and self ritcheous ones like you. so go fuck yourself.
i got a raise. now the theatre doesn't suck so much! it has been quite a while, i knoq. but almost nothing has been going on. my cousin kelly is pregnant. no one likes her fiancee. so now it just sucks that theyre havng a baby together and we will be stuk with him forever. hes a dick. i have discovered, also, that i havent met a single person names mike that i like. every single mike i have ever met turns out to be kind of a knob. if you can show me a mike that is a nice guy, i will give you a dollar in finders fees. i ditched my myspace b/c someone from my school hacked into it because i made the mistake of letting a friend in on my password. i was stupid. but i dont care. it was dumb anyway. i got real sick of everyone saying to me 'watch out' or 'be careful' like i really will take naked pics of myself an show them to 35 year old men posing at 19 year olds..right. i dont even like being naked.
brads moved on to beverly, so, i guess my shots at dating him are slim now.. :( oh well. hes been kind of a jerk to me lately anyway. he got mad at me when i told him i couldnt help him with this french test we have tomarrow. gee, sorry i have a job, asshole! in other news, ive befriended a whole lot of people on myspace, and, i gotta say, danielle, it IS addicting! thanksgiving is coming up. i really dont know what to give thanks to, certainly not my family, but, at least for my friends and achievements, and for my new jeans that dont make me feel like i have a big butt! shalow, i know, but, its a small thing that makes me happy! i have had a constant itch in my ear for the past two days..nothing is stopping it.. i kind of miss my dad right now, i dont know why. i miss my dad.
ugh. so much has been going on lately. school started again. im a senior finally! and i think ive decided not to do the whole french thing this year. i know ive been taking it since 6th grade and ive worked ever so hard at it and am the best in my class..but..who knows. maybe i will change my mind. most likely. and do it all over again. i shoud be club pres, but..i kind of dont want to be. i cant be EVERY club pres you know! id rather be in art. my cousin thinks her baby is going to be a girl. i hope so. just so she knows how her mom feels right now when her daughter comes to her as a teenage mother who goes to community college for liberal arts and has no future. wal-mart here she comes! my stupid ex boyfriend keeps trying to talk to me. its like..no, ugly. you are not a good person and i do not want to surround myself with meaningless abusive sluts like you. and i tell that to him. he just doesnt get it. jerk. my senior pictures should be in soon. and my birthdays coming up in october. so buy me something nice!! i have to pee. bye.